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From the lover ever,construction cultural to the stranger in nowadays, the road walked also quietnessly.

Don’t know why you how can send out thus cruel so to me.

After wanting to break up originally will also well love you.

Can you why so to me.

A break up to say of is such easy.

1 sees again what to say is so of agility.

Should be seven Chinese foot mans of I also make you harm deeply.

So, I connect the reason for breaking up I didn’t also ask.

I understand, the predestination exerted and blocked to also block not to live.

Ever, I is how much time of imagination our future

Afterwards just know, this is just imagination,Be run about to scenery in but even the association of thought is also not equal to.

Ever how much time swore to no longer love

But oneself still loves like this of the dying live come

This of end me not to want to swear again

Because the heart harmed didn’t recover of that engraves

Early want to use I the most simple language come to Xu to write our loves

But have never thought

I used me today the most popular words to end our feeling

Last night a person lies on the drill ground

Looking at this half month to float to want to unite Pian

A the silk hot tears row to fall but next

This, I am my end drop tears!

Do not, my love vegetable first

Bury you into arctic ocean, the lasting ice seals!

Usually ask oneself, so love you why?
Time and time again, but always can not find answer.
Knows that had no you, everythings all became to have no meaning,
Have no mood at work , looking at everything not to want to move after going off work,
Connect beloved music to also listen to of make the public livinged fidgety.

Are you good to me? guest recruit type
I feel O.K., but just a little heel other people’s one ratio,
You to I of that good, not worth mentioning.
Probably is that I silently pay, but always have no excessive request to you,
Let you imperceptibly forget
I also need you of concern, consideration need you, need you of love deeply.
Let you forget, the love needs two people pay mutually.

You of the inhospitality be like a knife, lightly but easily take and then can chase my heart piercing.
Time and time again trample upon originally fall in pieces unbearable heart,
Make the origin not fat of I am tormented Be getting more emaciated more.
Don’t know that you see arrive ever my appearance is with now,
You whether that apathetic heart will have one in fine threads heartache and compunction.
Or my living really could not disturb you any further of heart?

Always when the heartache misses you, involuntarily of send letter an interest for you,
But whenever information a send out to I regretted,
Whether I wove a much long information each time or not, but you return to one of my word, two words.
You always love back not to return and have to be not silent, Hong Kong recommendssilent.
Let a heart for waiting for,
Take heart as central point, from top cool arrive skin of head, from bottom cool arrive feet bottom.
I how hope at a certain, not light idea of in hand see show you on board of name,
Which afraid just once, let me know that you will also occasionally think of me,
Can fact prove, you really have already forgotten me.

Really want to leave this sad place,
Can the heart deep place have a to in fine threadsly resist again, I know, and that are still here because of you.
I know where afraid that I have already had no reason then see you, but I still hope to leave you a little bit near;
Much want to seek personal replace you, can my eyes inside, my in the minds all pack not next anyone,
I know that that are still over there because of you.
Much hope to forget you, can you always and stubbornly occupy the most important position of my in the mind.
Hence can the helpless just as you please tears continue to flow, the heart continues pain write.

The day that have no you, my sky there is rain always,
Whenever at the time that person calmed down, the night’s solitude was always inseparable,
The pain of remembering fondly pounds at each nerve in the my body.
You are never heart-broken, so you can’t know my regretful,
You have never been like me to similarly pay, so you can’t feel the bitterness that loves a person.
You have never been like me similar so that of once loved deeply a person,
So you can’t understand that kind of to want to love to can not love, want to forget don’t drop of pain.

I imagine that you forgot me similar forget you
Can be a time to put on from the memory deep place you, pharmacy in Hong Kong
Another times are unbearable from remember fondly to think of you,
I know that I always live in to recall inside,
I know that I have been thinking of to pass by,
I know that forget you and then have to forget youself first.
-I know that but I can not do it.

Everybody says I am unworthy,
Be not worth loving you so, unworthy is you so deplore greatly.
I know that connecting me to all know very clearly by myself is unworthy.
Everybody advises me to want to give up,
I also really and really want to give up the I am deeply subjected to of, Chi love of you.
The amiability leads and once harms, the pain leads and once cries and once hated,
That how again, real once love, hard to do to give up.

In the game of this feelings,
Probably true be just my one person is singing only a Cape drama,
But you are just an on-looker.
You manipulate everything and want to break away and then break away,
But I have already among them sunk into, can not from pull out.
So love you why?I don’t know.
Probably, it is real to love a person to have no reason,
Only because have the misfortune to fall in love with.
I love you, this is my to rob difficult.
-No matter is a bitterness is sad, in the clout to destine I have this to rob.

Economic recession, Wall Street’s reducing staff is very heartless.The white even still taking high pay a second ago for a minute gets,star electronicses in a short instant will become a bum.In 2002, I personally experienced such a large-scale retrenchment!

That day, I am like usually similar arrive companies to go to work.On entering office, see ground last numerous empty calculator boxes, start to remember the down stairs stops of more than ten for-rent car, I can not help an in the mind one earthquake.

Suddenly, I the telephone on the table rang, my blood solidified a while and mechanically started to connect a telephone:”Notify all employees right away, arrive board room to hold a meeting!”Let go of a telephone, I feel legs some Tans soft.

On the employee’s general assembly, the high leadership declares on this day SunGard annexed BrutECN.SunGard”receive a big member” to BWS that we develop system applause not already, the section of commitment my place can’t reduce staff, also prepare devotion funds, manpower and become the flagship product to the product development.That a moment, I feel that I is like the survivor in the disaster.However, another destiny played joke on a person.A day in mid- December, the section of my place was suddenly carried by 1 pot, is really a current affairs Be difficult to anticipate!

Wall Street in that time, recession stage is meeting “9 · 11 affairses” later on, each archduke takes charge of of the retrenchment voice is one wave Gao Guo Yi’s wave, the employee, who is cut, is countless.According to the statistics, that year the employee of Wall Street from 400,000 is cut 200,000, the amount greatly gets astonishing. From frequently

New Year just led in 2003, doubly was fought of I have to take heart to re- seek a work.

Such as sent out a batch of resumes so formely, but in addition to hunting a companies to come to a few telephones, have no news.This has never has formely, I have already felt not in the right son.Afterwards see a statistics just know, that time 35% companies at retrenchment, 60% company personnel congelation, but only left 5% recruit the company of work and mostly pass job advertisement in the inner part, like the employee’s introduction etc..

Pass in many ways and hard, start in mid- January, gradually there is interview.

The first is Hongkong Bank, on talking down, they the business of that section I have never done, hence I changed a resume once and plused financial contents, bad repaired related knowledge in the meantime.

Start in February, talk personally many, include BancoSantende(Spanish fastens the biggest bank), American group, and beautiful stock certificate wood…etc., but because of personnel congelation, be just 3-6 months of short-term contract, I then talk personally these as to train soldiers, backlog experience.

Soon, and then have an interview of company drive the row ascended agenda, these 2 regardless on a technique still a business all and my former experience fit together, I embraced the conviction necessarily winning to set out.

The first is CIDC, on talking down very to the road, estimate success of all rate very big!Which thought of a circumstance mutation, they suddenly didn’t add hand, my heart again fell valley bottom.

The second is Swissly the biggest financial group, on talking personally, both parties are all very satisfied.But the problem is that they isn’t in New York, in the Kang state.Because the wife studies in New York and has to forget about it.Continue to lose a two opportunity, I am a bit panic.

At this time, I received a telephone.LED necessaryThe openings of a person who claims to be Don asks me:”Are you seeking a work?Know building price the tallest place in the whole world where?”"San Francisco.”"So where of is the living standard the tallest?”"Certainly that day originally Tokyo.”He one after another asks me some with work not related question, make me pretty much feel suspicious son.Afterwards I just know, he comes from CSFB(the second investment bank of financial group inferiority of Switzerland), assistant deputy governor is suiting in the thing color, be responsible for the development that the electronics of that bank trades software.

The technique of Chinese can communicate to usually go wrong not a problem, so, they pick first from receive of more than 400 resumes 80 talk on the phone, then select 30 personal interviews and select 18 again to send to headquarters interview ……

After some kind of competitions of vehemences, after a week, I finally received to raise a head to hope of formal letter of appointment, the salary unexpectedly compares me in BrutEGN and the rise is USD 5000 and let everybody surprised pleased!

In the life, face a predicament, we usually have the felling to have no one to turn to, don’t be low-spirited, again insist once, hope and then is turning Cape to wait you!

At first I am to have never thought to will have so some feelings flower matter with him, although he is still a quite good boy’s son, although he is really good at to smile and smile also really charming, very brilliant.But I am still stubborn of according to ownly choosing a spouse a view pair of, article of atmospherehe mercilessly expels in the outside.Anotherly is not, only because is his the head is it happened that short I so and just some little.

Remember at the end of August at that time, I ended the summer season that I enriches to have a part-time job a work, in order not to everyone separates otiose small sad, silently put away baggage to prepare that the next day comes home.But in that evening, he in a hurry rushes my outside in the dormitory door, bang bang bang hurriedly of knocked to open the door, tightly hold my hand tears cover the face, said his to be passionately devoted to my Xu.Lookinging at of my consternation in front cries like kid out of breath big boy, the tears is also lightly soft to softly flow the brook of turns and twists.I silently ordered to nod, so we started a young love in the tears.

He is a typical southern kid, the thin skin delicate meat, the lips red Chi is white.The words are few, always ready to smile, smiling will peep out the whole tooth with clean row.Wear a small black frame glasses, have some kind of scholar spirits, is that a butter that lives to take off is small to living.However this butter is usually small to living to do some very funny affairs.

Remember for the first time see as he is wiping a glasses slice, , I open widely the mouth shockedly almost dropped down, his Si taking off of cultured text glasses, gentleness of ha small tone, then fiercely and once pull spread in the mirror slice to come up a return back since the dress Cape of recognize to hard really put on to wipe, looking at that earnest strength son, that a series of actions that make to smile, I hate to go up to take out him two times,television remote control what come of devote one’s mind?Still once, he to call on me, the friends made fun of:”Your boyfriend’s returning is really delicate ha, graceful and restrained parties of, absolutely is a graceful and restrained parties of.”My heart bottom understands this sentence, although sometimes I also feel the sun that he is to should order northern man more just of spirit of, however have no let it be, heart of the Yin is soft beautiful put up at in the male handsome outward appearance inside also entirely different and special idea.I raised head to smile to smile and said:”You mostly used to see a northern man of bold and unconstrained Be getting more crude and uncivilized?”He listenned to behind also the cow head of busy favour don’t arrive to the Du Rang of Ma Zui’s small voice:”We are souths the north combine curative effect like!”Everyone one Leng rushed toward 1 of Chi to smile to turn over a whole field after, he rose to get red in the face seeing of innocence me, and then see everyone, and the covering up of Xing Xing bottom stirs up meal.

Speak objectively, that time we in love with have for a while, my feelings to him also still so one thing, not cold not hot, also not that last heart, can make a firm decision because he still has no to so let me a while of fall in love a to love.And he can always realize as well, joyless don’t be overdo, putting blame on of injustice my not earnest, I shake, in the mind joy ha ha of feel deeply about:Indeed as expected!The all saying the boy of south is very stingy, I the son was really a long skill now and had been already accepted.”The love is the endless action that 1 keeps on, should give each other ample time to understand.”I after stealing the joy hard say so to him.He didn’t be talking, but gave me reaches everywhere of concern and tolerate.

Between the later Yang Fu, time in a hurry carries on the back Chi but goes, we of took place to allow much more happy of, sad of, delighted of, disappoint of, order the important event small matter of intravenous drop drop.From these small sad, rub in, I slowly understood him and also included his family, his social intercourse, his behavior, he each aspect of good and bad, true with slice.I more and more feel that he has many to be worth my appreciating, worth love of advantage.But make what me liked been his steady heavy, steady medium beg actuallycorrect use and maintain;His self-confidence there is Chinese foot having a degree;His honesty not and falsely doesn’t deceive, his filial piety, the love mother cherishes father.And those advantage of his also all at or many or littlely influence me, be infected I.But he also has the weakness to make me have a headache most and then it likes to cry.Usually we are greatly what men and women change a roles, I am like big manlike comfort his tears that make the person laughably can annoy again of the flower orders of”my daughter person”, originally wrong is him, drive a few tearses so on making, all became my be not.I always feel he is intentionally and like this humiliate me come, because of in the outside of he, at friend turn son in of he, at work in of he, all expressionally so thin settle.Dispassion of conducting, brilliant of smile.

The whole just dreamland
At a certain turn over out at the mid-night of a song ……

The explosion of a super Nova, so brilliant ray of light, but after that is for an instant, leave of is an unseen black hole, escape don’t leave of any thing, seem to be so weak in its in front, even the ray will also become turns and twists.When the material been drawn on by the black hole, also mean its at a moment being drawn on vital of be over, that kind of be over,structure choicethus brief, just for an instant, that kind of elapse and compare with moth to rush toward fire and seem to be more so don’t help, so make the person feel pity on.The footstep that tries to make track for you slowly discovers to sink into a deep Qiong and was like a bunch of only, slowly drive the black hole attraction be slowly approached, in that critical point, close behind, can’t stop falling ……be oneself to start realizing, will soon be gobbled up, try to escape, but is already late, so, everything has been already destined ……

Listen to 《Space Bound 》, 1 says that sing music, the harmony part of in the interval:”The night in the quiet Che in June, Gao Kong of 25000 feet, but my target for flying to is you!”I tried to to consider each time, you aren’t mine, I just entertain wild hope at a person, I imagine you are in my dream world, so fine, but I have never made this feeling clear in meaning to open.I don’t know that why every classroom up, before having a class, I walk into classroom for an instant, I will look for and look for that to put on a figure, if I didn’t find out, the in the mind is so of lose, there is so no bottom.I don’t know whether I has already been captured, I try to persuade myself and forget, that imagination that is you isn’t true just.But, oneself is like that light, drive a bunch of light of black hole attraction, can not escape, is this true?I have been diligently aming asking myself.Probably, that is a kind of illusion, I have been so saying to myself.I don’t have access to, because after expression come out, we didn’t belong to each other.You are a bright bright moon and forgot, oneself only was 1 to surround flying satellite and only keeps in the adequacy to be apart from, that is safe of, if, I want to approach and so also mean,chip influence Gao Kong from 25000 feet sinks into, and deeply sinking blue sky will be my destiny.The Ai rice west Mu falsetto voice of deep feeling adjust to make the person unbearable it hum to sing together, move public of is exactly also this, probably is a distressing of in the mind, can adjust at this kind of in, be like water vapor general, slowly evaporate from the body, evaporate later on, sink into profound equanimity.

Destined to follow false vision finally will have no the whole, turn round but lead not only horarily far nearly?A fine thing, whether because don’t belong to oneself, and embrace too deep in sorrow mental state, demolish it, however, did to let oneself to also lose a direction like this, arrived afterwards, the hard control was own regrets idea and also demolish oneself together, the angel’s reverse side becomes devil.This kind of viewpoint is how terrible, luckily, end the disillusion come over,gradually perfect the tears once rows cheeks, detection, everything just dreamland.

In addition to sex still has what can draw on a man?
If you think with the non- body relates to for premise to support a two sexual behavior, so you have to ask you to have what is that the worth other party is interested in.Know perfectly well a way for example you can’t establish relationship with him,reviews outlinebut he still keeps liking going toward of a time your house runs, because you of the reside vegetables makes him feel the flavor with a mother ……

I am still an emotion to help girl and see through the man’s innate badness, but believe the city intelligence of love woman.Didn’t tame the man that can not turn, only had a stupid woman.

The article that by chance turn over you feels that the resolution gets very very clear.I have some problem to want to ask:Meet an adoring boy recently, he also becomes more interesting to I, he means to want to take me home very naturally after the appointment holds the hand to kiss.Experience in past tells me to go to bed with boy too quickly, otherwise he is openly defiant act to play to disappear or lose memory on the second day.But the problem in nowadayscomposition form is that I several times say not, and after oneself go home, he is obviously some low-spirited, beginning not how manage me.

If he says that love me, hope that I do his girl friend, that I can also tell him my viewpoint and bottom line further.But he hasn’t been once expressing his feelings and at most said that I am very beautiful he likes me very much of type-I know this to is his halfhearted performance, if I don’t like him that ignores him just.Can the problem is what I feel that he is really full quite good, my age also not Be getting younger, want like the development tame once after turning can keep by house:)

Bothersome so many, in fact be want to ask:Woman how in the play hard to get in the meantime, don’t make the man run away again?What can the good technique teach me?Thank!

The emotion helps girl:Beautiful Suo

Baby, I feel the girl whom you are a cleverness, so I believe to keep a men to you, not difficult.

Be like you say of, it is the most stupid method to use sex to build up a relation with man, because the body can keep a man, can be a period of time.So, if you think with the non- body relates to for premise to support a two sexual behavior, so you have to ask you to have what is that the worth other party is interested in.

Know perfectly well a way for example you can’t establish relationship with him, but he still keeps liking going toward of a time your house runs, because you of the reside vegetables makes him feel the flavor with a mother;For example know perfectly well a way again you can’t establish relationship with him, but idle away in seeking pleasure what the first thoughts of each time be about you, because you alacrity, humor make him feel together happy with you with relax;For example know perfectly well a way again you can’t establish relationship with him, but he is still each each time engrave to remember you, because you are pure, blurred, he don’t will can’t get up lateness from worrying you, is humiliated by the colleague in the company, top and bottom class road up will can’t meet what dangerous ……

Certainly, you of natural characteristic don’t necessarily other party interested in of, you should calm down first analytical he easily to what kind of the woman has body outside of interest,news spokesman then emphasize a performance to come out in front of him.Didn’t tame the man that can not turn, only had a stupid woman